Damn thing was crazy, bam-e-lam
Jul. 2nd, 2008 08:34 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
barushWARNING: Pointless rant
So the blood tests from yesterday came back and it seems I have some anti-whatever, immunity problem. That's kinda no surprise as I've always had such problems. Also, I might not die but it requires different treatment than I have now. However, seeing as my doctor's on holiday it'll have to wait. Till then, I need to fucking relax. Because, really, I dunno if I'm being paranoid or if I have the same symptoms as when this whole thing started a few days ago. Also, it might be PMS because I'm about to burst into tears and weep at random times. The fucking heat doesn't help at all. Hopefully, I'll be at least able to sleep, if anything.
So I need some distraction to stop wondering if the strange tinkling in my leg means something more, than, well, tinkling. Since when am I a hypochondriac, by the way? Oh well, I wonder if writing might be enough of a distraction.
So the blood tests from yesterday came back and it seems I have some anti-whatever, immunity problem. That's kinda no surprise as I've always had such problems. Also, I might not die but it requires different treatment than I have now. However, seeing as my doctor's on holiday it'll have to wait. Till then, I need to fucking relax. Because, really, I dunno if I'm being paranoid or if I have the same symptoms as when this whole thing started a few days ago. Also, it might be PMS because I'm about to burst into tears and weep at random times. The fucking heat doesn't help at all. Hopefully, I'll be at least able to sleep, if anything.
So I need some distraction to stop wondering if the strange tinkling in my leg means something more, than, well, tinkling. Since when am I a hypochondriac, by the way? Oh well, I wonder if writing might be enough of a distraction.
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Date: 2008-07-02 06:53 pm (UTC)You're not a hypochondriac. It's normal to be scared and upset at things like this, and especially so if you have to wait to get some answers. Weird how you always need the doctor when he's on holiday, hm?
Anyway, I hope you will be fine!
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Date: 2008-07-02 07:16 pm (UTC)Well, I know for sure that something is wrong, but somehow I have a tendency of blowing it out of proportion. I really thing that instead of blood tests and prodding and poking I'd need a psychiatrist lol Or just to stop thinking about it. You'd never believe that washing dishes can be an awesome distraction=)