Leave... And free yourself at the same time.

[barush]

I've just packed all my CDs to one huge white box. It's almost too heavy to lift, for me anyways. And it's kinda dawned on me now, I'm leaving the place I've lived all my life. As my mother has put it, 'it's not as easy to pack up 20 years of your life to a few boxes'. But I really do hope that some things will get better, the rotten atmosphere around us will disappear... It just makes me feel kinda sad and all melancholic at the moment. I'm so used to everything here and I'm not really looking forward to the change. The flat we're moving to is much better than the one I am in now though so at least something=)

Somehow, it looks like we'll have like 20 boxes only of books so I can't really imagine how everything will work out. And I have no clue who will unpack all this stuff and put it to its new place. I can't see myself doing it but will probably have to as it'll be just my mother and I from (almost) now on. However, I'm in the process of convincing my mother to get a kitty (kitty <333) so hopefully we'll be 3 again soon=)

This year's Christmas was/is the strangest I've ever experienced. There weren't many presents, I didn't have any surprise, the atmosphere was even more awkward than usually... But it certainly fits our current situation so...

And I should really go and start writing the essay I'm supposed to *sigh*

Comments

[sadistic-bella.livejournal.com]

Well Bladimir it's original for a cat but it's not easy for the cat to learn, so I'll go with Kay! It's a nice name for a cat!....and a human lol.

[barush.livejournal.com]

Ha ha ha Well, his actual name is Karel=) Kay is just a nick name=) and if we get a female (which I hope not) I'm thinking about Elisa *hides* I'd like to say I like it ONLY 'cause I like the sound of it, but... lol

[sadistic-bella.livejournal.com]

Haha you're lucky 'cause I like Elisa! But if you named it Anna heh...well, I'd dislike the cat even if I didn't want to!