I just must...

[barush]

Recently, I feel like shit... Dunno why though. Well, in fact, I do but I don't wanna bother anybody with it. So let's pretend I do not know what it's all about...
And I'm sorry I'm writing in English, it's not like I wanna prove something or show I can speak a bit of foreign language... I do not need that apparently. But I just don't feel like writing in Czech now... That would feel much more... real? Dunno. It's just fine like this... For me anyway. And it's not like anyone will read it after all...
Well, my current situation kinda kills me inside, but it's not like I can speak about it with someone... Not even with my freinds 'cause I don't wanna bother them and I guess at least some of them are thankful for that fact 'cause they don't care about my problems. Not really. And I can by no means blame them for that.
Um, because I'm pretending I dunno what's going in here I can't write more now...
I just need to get it off my chest... Not that it would help somehow but whatever...

I'm off to watch CSI.

Later.