None of us are free ( one of us is chained)

[barush]

I thought I could update this thing from time to time.

School sucks lately. We have a shitload of work but I'm too lazy to do anything (dunno, like study for example) so you can imagine the results. You know, most of the people in their last year of high school would be probably studying their asses off, but not me. I just can't bring myself to care. Yesterday I randomly looked up some old entrance exams to the uni's I could possibly apply to and realized they're like a hundred times more difficult than what I expected. So now I'm going through this stage of wallowing in self-pity and misery and thinking I won't get into any uni. Which is a distinct possibility. The fact that I don't even know yet where I want to apply doesn't help at all. The course I wanted before is out of the question now so I've no idea again. Oh well.

Moving on. Last Saturday I was in Prague with my best friend and her friend to see a musical. It was awesome but I'd known it'd be as I'd seen it before. Well, anyways, the day after we got home my best friend told me she had mumps. Which are highly contagious and the symptoms take 3 to 5 weeks to manifest. So you've probably guessed that for the past week I've been having imaginary pains below my ears and expecting my glands to become three times larger than they're now. Dunno, maybe I have it maybe not, guess I'll see in a month or so.

Lately my days have been spent watching House and reading House fics. Still no life. Oh well.

When I have something more interesting to say I'll update again. Or something totally random, knowing myself.

Comments

[zimena]

If you are really tired of being in school, it's hard to bring yourself to do your best with the schoolwork. Perhaps, if you find out what you would like to study, it would give you some more motivation, because you'd want to do well just so you could get into just that Uni that offers the thing you want. Good luck with working something out!

Also, why did you discard the idea of the course you wanted before? Only if you want to tell, of course!

Hehe - someone has a House-obsession :-) Obsessions are fine things; I know :-D

[barush.livejournal.com]

Well, the thing is I kinda sorta know what I wanna do but everyone's discouraging me. You know, languages. Doesn't really help. And I wanted to try to apply for interpreting and translating in Prague BUT usually around 750 people apply for that every year and they accept 40 so it'd be just a waste of money and time.

And yeah, the House obsession's probably the only thing keeping me sane right now =)