Ya me estoy hartando...

[barush]

So after almost two months of no communication whatsoever my father sent me an e-mail today. I have no idea what it says as I haven't gathered enough courage to open it yet. Pathetic, I know. But it shows nicely just how awkward and almost non-existent my relationship with my father is. I haven't had an urge to contact him once in those two months. I just don't care anymore. Indifference. 

However, I don't really need to read it to know what it's about. He'll be blaming me for not contacting him for so long in this whiny pathetic tone he's adopted so well after the past 18 years of my life and then he'll undoubtedly ask me if I have time on Saturday to go visit my grandmother with him, as we do so once every month. And how I know that? 'Cause my  grandmother called me herself this week and asked if we could come. She's been in hospital for a week too, which nobody cared to inform me about. I love my family, really.

I guess I'll read the mail when it's totally unavoidable, so that means tomorrow probably.

Now biology, ew. And House, of course <33

Comments

[roterhimmel.livejournal.com]

Yeow that sounds tough. If anything, I could relate to you a bit, for I've got some sort of hardly-existing relationship with my mum. Anyway I wish you strength and don't get worked up on that. Sure you will get worked up on that, as it does have an effect on you. I just wish you the best for it, and don't you take his words for much. Take care.

And good luck for your grandma!