Rant

[barush]

My mum's away for the weekend with her boyfriend. Fuck, I cannot be fucking alone right now. I feel like crying, dunno why. Arrgh.

I wonder how I could become such an emotinal wreck in the course of less than a month. God.

If anyone's up to cheering me up or distracting me or whatever I'll be glad. If not then just go and read this , it seriously needs more love <33 

'kay, I dunno what I'm gonna do now. Maybe watch TV. Cannot think. And I thought I was okay.

Comments

[thegreenkat.livejournal.com]

need me?
(stop playing Nick Cave!!)

[barush.livejournal.com]

Aw, you're too good to me, seriously <33 I feel better already just knowing some people seem to care <33

And Nick makes me feel better too! lol

[thegreenkat.livejournal.com]

still, I'm more or less free on the weekend. So, in case it's unbearable, you know what to do. ;)
(if you need my phone number, I can give you it, really)

[barush.livejournal.com]

Aw, I love you<33 Dunno, I'm okay one minute and the other writing a whiny LJ entry. Mood swings ftl=/ You're too nice to me, seriously, but I don't wanna bother you with my shit.

[thegreenkat.livejournal.com]

you're not bothering me at all!
just in case 723218278, you can send me message when you feel down, I'll try to cheer you up ;)
btw, I'll be very probably visiting Hejcin next week. I'm going there to see Nezvalova with my friend, so maybe I'll accidentaly meet you, hihihi

[roterhimmel.livejournal.com]

Hey, I'm giving you a big fat extra H U G from here, okay? I hope you feel better with time! It's OK to not always feel bad, I'm just having a bad period myself and all... anyway, feel HUGGED.
<3

[barush.livejournal.com]

Aw, thank you <33 I feel hugged now=) And I did read your 'rant' the other day and was meaning to reply but wasn't around much, hm. Anyways, I know I'm not the only person going through kinda bad times nor my problems are the worst one could have. But it's always nice to read/hear some encouraging words from other people, so thanx again <33 Hope you feel better soon as well!

[cookie-wolf.livejournal.com]

BUT I LOVE YOU <333.

And I'm here. Seriously, I am. I finished packing. And I'm kinda sad/anxious too so hey, misery loves company...right?

... God I'm not helping, am I?

*huggle*

[barush.livejournal.com]

Misery does indeed love company. Love you too, just you know <33

[cookie-wolf.livejournal.com]

You know what else is misery?

IT'S FUCKING HOT AS BALLS HERE.