Memories that become monstrous lies

[barush]

So I just got back from a hairdresser and I'm fucking soaked. It's pouring out there. Seeing as I forgot to take my umbrella my hair looked nice for like... 5 minutes probably. Oh well.

As soon as I get back home my classmate IMs me and is like 'zomg I won't manage to study everything till the exams!!11!! I'm screwed!!' and I'm like 'how much you've already done?' and she said 'hm, I'm done with lit and now I'm starting English..' Well, I have 7 lit questions left and haven't seen anything else. Go figure...

Drama revision now and then sci-fi, historic prose and probably humour and satire in literature too. *sadface*

Edit: So too much studying officially turned me into a freak. I wanted to make a coffee, so I put it into a mug and all that jazz and after the water boiled I wanted to add milk and realized we'd run out of it. And it made me cry. Really, no kidding. Thank God my mother's not at home, she'd probably usher me to one of her friends/psychiatrists lol Oh well.

Comments

[malaiyas.livejournal.com]

aaaaw. you're not a freak. you just sound like you're under a lot of stress, and i empathise with that.

it helps to not look at everything you have to do all at once. try to single out one thing you need to do, and focus on getting that done. once that's finished, take a breather, and then single out the next thing you need to do and focus on that. just take it a step at a time.=]

also, if you have the time for it (it sounds like you're maybe a bit crunched for time, correct me if i'm wrong), it does help to do fun things in between to get your mind off of everything else for a bit. even if it's just as simple as taking a walk. just something to get away for a little.

i rambled on and i'll stop now, since i think it may be getting longer than your actual entry... :P but i just thought i'd throw a few suggestions your way. things will get better. (:

[barush.livejournal.com]

Aw, thank you for such nice words, just what I need now=)) Well, yeah, you're right. I have final exams on Monday (like, at the end of high school, except that we're taking them a year earlier, next year another 2 subjects) from Czech and English. There's 27 lit questions in Czech plus grammar and 2x28 questions in English (grammar and language). And I've studied like 23 lit questions so far. Exams on Monday... Hmmm...=/ So I'm really stressed now and kinda freaking out at times.

But yeah, I do fun things in between the studying the shit, like reading fan fics for example=) I know you just don't need to know all that but I tend to ramble too if given the chance lol Oh well, thanx for the comment, made me feel better actually <3