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Aug. 24th, 2008 08:51 pmSo first of all, thanx to everybody who commented on my last entry. I seriously love you guys <33
So, this is the first time in a while I can stay on the net for a bit and not run away, freaking out. However, just when I need anybody, nobody's here to talk to so I guess I won't stay long anyways.
Okay, so I'm getting there. Normalcy, I mean. Very, very slowly but at least something. Well, I hope.
I've talked to my mother for a bit and now she probably suspects everything's not peachy. But even if I wanted to tell her what's wrong I couldn't 'cause it's so difficult to explain. Then again, she deals with people like me on daily bases. The thing is, probably, I don't want her to see me as one of her patients.
Then, I've come to a conclusion which might prove to be crucial in the end, I NEED TO FUCKING CHILL OUT.
Okay, so that's all for now. Thanx everybody for putting up with me, I know I can be annoying.
EDIT: Some fan fiction writers/readers might (or might not) want to read this
No further comments, just read it if you're bored or smt.
Edit numero dos: Okay, so headache I can do with, just no more panic attacks, please, please, please. Also, mother please come home so I can go to sleep. But, God, I can browse utube now, that's a significant progress.
So, this is the first time in a while I can stay on the net for a bit and not run away, freaking out. However, just when I need anybody, nobody's here to talk to so I guess I won't stay long anyways.
Okay, so I'm getting there. Normalcy, I mean. Very, very slowly but at least something. Well, I hope.
I've talked to my mother for a bit and now she probably suspects everything's not peachy. But even if I wanted to tell her what's wrong I couldn't 'cause it's so difficult to explain. Then again, she deals with people like me on daily bases. The thing is, probably, I don't want her to see me as one of her patients.
Then, I've come to a conclusion which might prove to be crucial in the end, I NEED TO FUCKING CHILL OUT.
Okay, so that's all for now. Thanx everybody for putting up with me, I know I can be annoying.
EDIT: Some fan fiction writers/readers might (or might not) want to read this
No further comments, just read it if you're bored or smt.
Edit numero dos: Okay, so headache I can do with, just no more panic attacks, please, please, please. Also, mother please come home so I can go to sleep. But, God, I can browse utube now, that's a significant progress.
