barush | Tears of a hapiness...

...I miss you every night
Pick up the telephone
Stop silly words
Destroy myself again

Wow. Just, wow. I'm in awe right now 'cause it actually seems like I've survived our bike trip! The event I've been dreading for 4 years! Whooohoooo. And without any bigger physical damage too. I'm saying "bigger" because, honestly, do you need your voice for something important? No? Good then, it makes me feel a bit better for losing it the second day of the trip. Add a horrible cough and high temperature to that and it equals me staying in the cottage for 2 days with my fellow cripples, watching movies and having fun while the others, healthy ones, were working their asses off on a bike. No, I'm not laughing.

I sit on the floor, self-satisfied
Like a wild animal, velvet suicide
You are close to me
You're inside of me
Satellite of love, yeah
Come on, destroy myself again...

Well, to be honest, having sore throat and not being able to use your voice isn't anything awesome, you know. Especially, when some people are making fun of you and you can't say any-fucking-thing... But hey, it was all of a good nature and I realized some people actually honestly cared for me when I was ill...*shocked* People I would never have expected it from. I'm genuinely impressed with my class mates, really. So then, of course, I showed an appropriate care for their hurting knees and ankles=)

Over all, I'm glad I went. Yes, I've just said that. But I dunno what I'd be saying If I wasn't ill and had to actually ride the bike for all the 5 days. But hey, that never happened so no speculating=)

Well, I think I'm off to bed to make up for the lack of sleep.