When will you ever learn...

[barush]

That what happens there beyond the glass
Is simply none of your concern?
God has given you but one heart
You are not a home for the hearts of your brothers

So I'm sitting here, listening to Nick Cave's (what a surprise) "As I Sat Sadly By Her Side" and trying to write. It's supposed to be a drabble, at least that's what I have in mind for this one, but I can't seem to get it right. It's lame. And I want to make it somewhat decent as it might be the last thing I'll ever write The song is kinda distracting me too, but hey, I love it.

I really need to improve my writing 'cause it gets only worse. But, as I said, I might not write anything anymore so I just stick with what I have now and try to finish the drabble. I'm well aware I'm rambling non-sense but I can barely keep my eyes open and just dunno exactly what I'm doing right now. Sleep's digging its claws into my flesh and drags me toward oblivion... I'm not trying to resist anymore, I'm not gonna fight it, it's useless.

You gotta love Nick Cave's lyrics. Random.

And God does not care for your benevolence
Anymore than he cares for the lack of it in others
Nor does he care for you to sit
At windows in judgment of the world he created
While sorrows pile up around you
Ugly, useless and over-inflated