Be mindful of the prayers you send

Pray hard but pray with care
For the tears that you are crying now
Are just your answered prayers
The ladders of life that we scale merrily
Move mysteriously around
So that when you think you're climbing up, man
In fact you're climbing down

I don't really feel like talking about it now, so I'll just say that yesterday we put our dog down=( I've written about it some time ago (http://barush.livejournal.com/6628.html) but yesterday we actually did it.

He's buried in our friends' garden so we can visit him. Yes, we're crazy like that.

Into the hollows of glamour, where with spikes and hammer
With telescopic camera, they chose to turn the screw
Oh I hate them, Ma! Oh I hate them, Pa!
Oh I hate them all for what they went and done to you
Oh Lord Oh my Lord
Oh Lord
How have I offended thee?
Wrap your tender arms round me
Oh Lord Oh Lord
Oh My Lord

...

Still can't believe we actually did it. No. *stares* Realization can be a bitch.

'Kay, I'm going to bed, it's been a long weekend.

Hope times will get better. For whoever's reading this too.