Tired, bored, pissed.... whatever

        It's 10 am here... I am tired, 'cause I've slept like 3 hours and not because I've been out or something. I was just tossing and turning in my bed and thinking... Yeah, surprise, something got me thinking:) And guess what I realized? I have no life... It might seem pretty sad, and don't get me wrong, it is, but the worst thing is I have never realized it until now...

      Well, I know it's not the best thing to go away after confession like this, but I just must... Duty calls:)

Tired, bored, pissed.... whatever 2

Well, I'm back...  I've been to one of those huge shopping centers with my father. He persuaded me to help him with buying jeans. I dunno why though 'cause in his middle 50s he's perfectly capable of buying clothes himself... But I must say that our mission was successful and he ended up with one of the ugliest trousers ever, but in his eyes they're just perfect...

But back to my original topic. I'm tired, bored, and currently pissed at myself. Why? 'Cause I'm sitting at my comp, surfing on the net and not learning to maths... I know it sounds a bit like clische "I should learn more blah blah blah...."  but it's how it is with me. I have no personal life and the only thing I can prove myself  on is school.... But I've become too lazy recently and my results dropped. Normally I wouldn't care, so it's probably my bad mood speaking now...

I think I should think about myself and my non-existing social life and do something about it. But apparently the big progress is that I finally admitted it, place to start I guess:)

And just in case somebody would read this (which is unlikely) excuse my English, it's my second language and I'm still learning... What do you expect from me in 17, huh? LOL

-Bára

18 again

No, I'm really not 18 yet, let alone again..LOL But this the title of my first (and last so far:) ) CSI fic. It's kinda old, written in the Challenge 1 at csianti_block but I thought I'd put it here as well:) It's nothing new, just my first attempt on CSI fiction:) 

( enjoy if possible )

-Bára

Chester Bennington in Crank

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This is my favorite singer in a movie! I know it's not long, but Chaz's "pharmacy dude" is cool:)  I haven't seen it yet, but I've heard  it's worth seeing and not only because of Chaz *wink*

I Am Not There

When I was in England (like 2 months ago) we stopped at some church, in Liverpool I guess, and from some strange reason I went to its shop. I'm not 'believer' in any way so it must have been my curiosity what lead me there. I didn't have any intentions to buy something at first, but I saw them:) There were those little card prayers which you can keep with yourself anywhere you go:) I went through them and bought one I liked the most. It's kinda sad but still beautiful:) I thought I'd share.

I Am Not There

Do not stand at
my grave & weep
I am not there.
I do not sleep.
I am a thousand
winds that blow
I am the diamond
glints on snow.
I am the sunlight
on rippled grain
I am he gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in
the morning's hush
I am the uplifting rush
of quiet birds
on circled flight.
I am the stars that
shine at night .
Do not stand
at my grave and cry.
I am not there,
I did not die.

I was thinking about writing a fan fic when I first read it and maybe I'll do it someday. But if anyone is inspired by this, go ahead:) there's never enough good (*cough* CSI *cough*) fan fics:)

-Bára

Chelsea lost with Tottenham...:(

I'm a huge Chelsea fan so I just must share with you that Chelsea has lost its 3 precious points in Premier League with Tottenham.... It ended up 2-1:(  but there's plenty of time to the end of the season so I hope they'll make up for this loss and win the league for the third time in a row:)

COME ON BLUES!!