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[barush]

So tomorrow morning I'm going to a music festival and will be there till Monday. That means I won't be around the upcoming days, obviously. It's not like I'll be missed terribly or anything but I just thought I'd post it here.

Hopefully I won't get sick again 'cause just a week after I come back I'm going to England. Fuck, just the thought itself makes me sick actually. Oh well.

I feel like I forgot to pack something important for the fest but guess I'll find out once I'm there. But I'm taking a notepad so I might write on a rainy day. Or something. God this is so random.

Suddenly I'm all anxious and restless and itchy... Guess I'll make some tea and try to write. Or read. I have an urge to read some smut. I'll probably just go look up the gay sex scenes in Naked Lunch by the good ol' Bill.

Oh I know, I forgot about my meds! God I'm so fucking stupid... Last time I didn't take my pills I ended up in hospital 'cause I felt like dying. I doubt there's somebody as absent-minded as I am.

Have you noticed yet I feel like rambling? No? Well, I do.

Also, Nick Cave totally rocks my socks. And I'm fucking broke. Like, seriously. I'm in a serious need for a job so when I come back from England I'll go looking for one. Finally I know what it's like to be poor.

'Kay, enough. Sorry if you've read all this shit.

Be back on Monday. Have fun till then lovelies.

Comments

[cookie-wolf.livejournal.com]

I'LL MISS YOU!

And there is somebody as absent-minded as you: me. I've gone a full month without meds cause I just TOTALLY FORGOT THEM.

Still can never remember to take them...I think it's been a lot more than a month now.

[barush.livejournal.com]

Lmao well I dunno if it's a good think or not but I defo notice when I don't take my meds. Usually can't even hold a cup 'cause my hands are shaking so bad. The hot flushes and nausea are a good indicator too. So I'd be like... dead after a month without meds lol

[cookie-wolf.livejournal.com]

I don't notice. Others do. They say I get more angry and mood swingy. I just sort of realize it after I spend too much money, punch a wall or cry too much. You have more physical obvious signs.

Or maybe I'm oblivious.

[sadistic-bella.livejournal.com]

Hey I'll miss you too! And yessss take a notepad and write so the idea doesn't go away! And take your pills, dying isn't good.I love your rambles, don't worry.

And have fun at the festival!!

[barush.livejournal.com]

Well I'll miss you like whoa 'cause we won't get to speak for a looong time, you know. Well I dunno if I write anything there but I intend to=))

Well, have fun whatever you're doing <33