Lose me and losing me always wish to die on my own...

[barush]

...I got the feeling right now we can stop it and let it flow
they built up your fear one by one life is priceless on that we're clear
don't get me wrong but we use to be friends this is the lapse hope just collapsed
just let it go follow the flow let me get in let it get out take it or leave it follow the flow
life is priceless just let it go...      
(I don't own these lyrics, they belong to Sunshine)

So after hours of arguing with my mother I'm finally decided to go on a bike trip with my class. We're going to mountains, it's cold and raining and I haven't ridden a bike for 2 long fucking years. Yeah, I'm sure I won't survive this one.

So that's the point of this entry, to say goodbye in case I'm not coming back he he We're going tomorrow morning and returning on Friday. I'll post if I survive=)

I think I should go fucking packing. No, I don't wanna go so I can't believe myself I'm going somewhat willingly (there's always the pressure form the people in the class). Well, have an awesome week whoever's reading it and if I'm not back by next Saturday I probably never will be.

Barush=)

Comments

[sadistic-bella.livejournal.com]

Oh, uhm just don't get killed, okay? And maybe it won't be raining! Focus on the good thoughts!

[barush.livejournal.com]

I promise I'll try to survive but that's all I can do, honestly=) I'll miss you anyways=( hope you'll be on when/if I'm back! he he

[sadistic-bella.livejournal.com]

I'll miss you too! Well I think I'll be on because next weekend we're having elections in my country, so no school on Friday and Monday!