barush: (chester)
And see the women weeping there
Then go up into the mountains
The men, they are weeping too
Father, why are all the women weeping?
They are weeping for their men
Then why are all the men there weeping?
They are weeping back at them

It's kinda empty here without the dog. Really, it seems like something's missing here and I don't like this feeling. My mother starts to cry even at the slightest mention of him. I don't but I feel kinda sad. Well, that was expected.

But we're talking about getting a cat already. Actually, 2 cats=) Sometime around Christmas probably, but more likely in January, to the new flat. I've got even one name already he he One of the cats will be defo called "Kay" after the singer from my fave band, Sunshine=) About the other I have yet to decide=)

Today's no school, btw, 'cause it's some kind of a feast or what. To be honest, I don't actually know what happened on the 28th September some long time ago but it'll have something to do with our state or what. I don't really care as long as I don't have to go to school, you know. The last school week was slow and boring so I'm glad to have 3 free days=)

Tomorrow we're gonna go shopping with my mother and I'll be getting new spectacle frame, yay!=) I'm getting headaches from the ones I have now 'cause they're too tight lol It'll be some time before I get  the glasses lens but it's a start=)

Although it's still morning it's kinda dark. Because of the rain I'd say. Perfect time to read "The Flowers of Evil" by Charles Baudelaire=) And then to write something I said I'd never do. Oh well, times are changing=)

Father, why are all the children weeping?
They are merely crying son
O, are they merely crying, father?
Yes, true weeping is yet to come
barush: (15 feet)
Pray hard but pray with care
For the tears that you are crying now
Are just your answered prayers
The ladders of life that we scale merrily
Move mysteriously around
So that when you think you're climbing up, man
In fact you're climbing down

I don't really feel like talking about it now, so I'll just say that yesterday we put our dog down=( I've written about it some time ago (http://barush.livejournal.com/6628.html) but yesterday we actually did it.

He's buried in our friends' garden so we can visit him. Yes, we're crazy like that.


Into the hollows of glamour, where with spikes and hammer
With telescopic camera, they chose to turn the screw
Oh I hate them, Ma! Oh I hate them, Pa!
Oh I hate them all for what they went and done to you
Oh Lord Oh my Lord
Oh Lord
How have I offended thee?
Wrap your tender arms round me
Oh Lord Oh Lord
Oh My Lord
barush: (alex)
Today I was having a rather serious discussion with my mother. It was about our dog, mostly about his well-being. He's been sick all his life, which means 5 years now, but recently it got really bad with him. I won't go into details about what's wrong with him, but he can hardly walk anymore, his kidneys aren't functioning properly etc. So we kinda decided to let him go. Preferably this weekend. And then bury him at our friend's cottage in mountains.

My mum was crying all the time we were speaking but somehow I don't feel sad or anything. It's rather strange 'cause I've been so depressed when my hamster died and now we're speaking about literally killing our dog, who's lying beside my feet by the way, and I don't feel anything. We've all known it'd have to come one day but none of us thought it'd be so soon. I guess it'll dawn on me once he's no longer here but now I'm just feeling nothing.

Well, so it's him, our RON.



You can tell I'm a Harry Potter fan=)

Well, nothing's definite yet, but I think I should be prepared to say goodbye to him.

Later

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